Produce results, quick!
Here I am, waiting for the magic to happen.
Is it The Point if i am just phoning it in?
Here i am, involving myself in doubt, getting stuck on shoulds and supposed-tos.

Just as in meditation, it is crucial to not involve one's self in those kinds of questions. It does not have to be anything at all, it does not have to make sense. No expectations, no goals. Just show up and create.